All I ever wanted was for you to come back to me.

All I ever asked for was for you to finally open your eyes and see

That the woman you always wanted, the woman you always dreamed

Was right in front of you, was in arm’s reach.

And still you have yet to come to terms that I was that lady for you.

You don’t miss me anymore, or you do?

All the invisible signs and no way to contact is hard for me, I’m sure it’s hard for you.

But I miss us, I won’t lie because everything I say it’s true.

You know that’s right.

You know I never give up without a World War III fight.

But I’ve battled and I’ve bruised, and still things weren’t just quite right

For me, in my eyes.

Mistakes, I’ve made plenty and I’ma keep making them till I see 20/20 sight.

But honestly, do you think we were ever meant to be?

I know you still think about me..

I miss the things we used to do, the things you used to say about me.

Yet I don’t hear them anymore, only in my memories.

Only in my deepest thoughts, which I never talk about

For if I say, please forgive me God

No one wants to hear that shit

No one wants to reminisce

The way I do you in my mind, in my thoughts

It’s kind of hard to just fall back and let it be

Because I don’t want what we had to rot.

I don’t want to throw it away

But I do

I have to

I’m confused

I just want you in my life

Just an acquaintance is fine

I’d be much happier in my mind

To stop these dreams, these hallucinations, these fantasies

And maybe then you’ll see and finally say

“You were always the greatest lady for me”